Day Dreaming

Well yesterday when I saw Gangster,-- a disaster :) only some songs are good. There was this sick female called "Simran", always drunk (bewdi as we call it) in love with this gangster called "Daya", she is always searching of drinks, even in trash cans on the roadside and also go to others home for whisky, The movie started…. hhhmm....20 minutes passed and I was wondering may be this Hasmi guy gave up kissing in movies, then all of sudden I was proved wrong, he had such a big smooch with this sick female, anyways when I saw this guy singing a very good song in a restaurant, in flash of a second I thought, what if I was a rock star or something like that singing, rock bands and all that jazz, me and all my friends in a band group, I started imaging my self with a electric red color guitar, ohhh that was so oooofffff, I think this is normal, we enter our own world for sometime and start day dreaming. When I got up this morning, went in the bathroom, looked in the mirror, and said "Phew.. Like I wish I had the good looks, long long cyurly hair, like good rock star or something maybe, then.. I am like "shit ! Which shithead invented mirrors ?".

Took a cup of tea, toast bread with honey & just started surfing channels, this Pepsi add, sometimes I think, how can the pepsi people be so stupid? Do they eat stupidity pills in breakfast ? how could they create something as intellectually challenged as Pepsi TV ? Really I feel its a very stupid Pepsi add and It has won the race among the stupid adds of other soft drinks (Fanta , Miranda etc.) after a jumble of sounds resulting from violent channel surfing , such as 'Bharat aaj vessht endeej mein..' , 'Nahi !!!! Kehdo yeh jhooth hain' , etc , i settle on a channel which had a soft sound of kal ho na ho floating in .There is something about the 'Kal ho na ho' title song . It makes me fall into a contemplative mood amazingly fast.

chahe jo tume pure dil se , milta hai who mushkil se,

isa jo koi kahin he, bas who hi sabse haseen,

haius haat ko tum thamlo , who mehrban kal ho na ho"

I love these lines, I mean, you get the idea. Songs like these take my mind off the small things in life. Songs like these make me slow down, pause, step back a little, look at my life, and say "Hmm.Maybe I should have done this ? This could have been better ? Should I do this ? Am I happy ? ". Songs like these make me look at my life as a whole, and not the insignificant and hurried things that clutter life. And whenever I do that, a bunch of little slimy green creatures scratch the inside of my skull with their little pointed claws and say " Hi ! Remember us ? We are the regrets you have ". Now I am not a guy who mulls over my regrets, I don't take them to heart. I hardly think about them. It is just that this song makes me go all dreamy and I type down stuff which is a disgrace to any trace of logic, grammar and sense. I guess I will just switch over and go back to the million dollar and thirty three cent question - How could they create something as stupid as Pepsi TV ....i hate it.