Struggles, Stresses & Season

What a beautiful day, I had a troubled morning, was struggling to keep a firm handle of things in work and some pressure was building. You can almost feel your shoulders drop in mornings like that. There's a resistance in the air and simple things become just that bit more difficult. It's nothing serious as such but for sometime it’s like…. ooooffffffffffff. Then it happens, something triggers you out of your trance-like state. It doesn't just ease things; it turns them on their head. You stop and you realize you're fully in control. It's like someone presses the pause button.

It's true that without struggle, we're nothing. Everyone needs that driving force to push them forward and make them stronger. I think sometimes I need this push more. You know sometimes I am torn in two - half of me want to drive forward and keep constructive, the other half of me wants to relax a bit and slow things down.

I think the balance between struggle and stress is in attitude. You allow stress into your body when you lose sight of the bigger picture. It takes tremendous mental strength to stay positive, especially in higher levels, and in the end you become stressed if you lose touch with..why you do, what you do in the first place. Like anything else if it breeds inside you unchecked I imagine it would be very hard to rid yourself of it. On a mental note - never permit yourself to become stressed out.

Well about the season, it’s too hot and humid in this part of the world. Temperatures reaching above 40 everyday, within 2 minutes you can get wet outside. Now I have got sun block cream of 100 SPF, well that was the maximum sun protection factor cream available. Ohh my teeth is paining… shit, this Genny came toady with a box of chocolates in hand, she was distributing, I took 2 of it and eat, then asked her.. what was it for , she replied its my birthday, oh ok I wised her happy birthday. I think I should stop these chocolates now... it’s screwing up my teeth’s. Or people should stop coming in front of me offering free chocolates.