If Only
Who doesn't like this phrase? I love it. It might sound like I love to dream. But we need dreams, don't we? These few days, I have been thinking. Not about assignments sadly, it is more to my emotional feeling which leads me to be 'lazy' to be busy..and let myself waste the time to think on things that I am not supposed to think or I avoid thinking.
If Only I can be Free from feeling. If only I can please everyone I love. If only I make no mistakes.If only I can foresee my future...If only I could turn back time...If Only.. They are all the 'if Only' questions which are all impossible. Think back, my heart isn't as strong as I think it should be. I hate loneliness, yet can't help not to be. There's always someone who doesn't mind to stand by my side whenever I do need somoeone. But, when I think, I need to be fair too. It has to be vice versa..
I feel that I fail to please the people I love. I don't know exactly what I should be doing. Do I actually hurt them really without any intention? Or am I too stupid to NOT know what I have done? Have I always been aware of the consequences of every step that I make? Seriously, I feel so bad as it happens very ofent. What about my emotion and feelings? I am also normal human being.I tell myself, I need to go on, regardless of anything .
I chatted with one of friend today. Some interesting topics and for a change we touched on Potential Love stories too. People say that "It's better to be loved than to love", OR, "It's better to be with someone who love U rather than someone who U love". Is this true? Which one applies? But then, what's the whole point of relationship if there's this constant set of rules & guidelines to follow ? HHmm.. I guess, to have the mutual love is the best. But it is hard to get.
Well, that's for tonight. Still have a lot in mind about what my current emotions are... but feeling sleepy now, can't write.. no more.
Well, that's for tonight. Still have a lot in mind about what my current emotions are... but feeling sleepy now, can't write.. no more.
posted by Tanveer Khan at 12:55 AM
2 Comments:
The expectations are always there. N its the culprit behind most of the upsets or emotions or arguments or pathetic moments.
when we buy a candy for a boy we expect a thx n if we buy a rose to a gal when we are in teens we expect some thing else.
if we do things without any expectaions ( which no one can do atleat that i am aware of) no issues.
After all n after goin through some experiences what i realized was its all Money which makes the diff end of the day.
Its grave to say that money cant buy love.it just means the amount is not sufficient to do the job.
Mutual love is good.. provided there is enough bucks to stay on.
ur bang on traget
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