Last night was hell

Got up late today was nearly 11, came to work , now had a cup of coffee feel lazy though , last night was just hell another bad one, Lately had some software upgrades and things started going wrong one by one, all the systems froze. New errors never seen before, could not figure out what was happing, after 3 hours of struggle was sure that this is one of the time when things don’t work no matter what you do, this has happened before. So I followed the usual path, just make my self cool, left every thing as it is. was feeling hungry, it was 12 past at night, ordered a couple of chicken burgers and Pepsi cans, had my dinner, Then started all over again, figured out the problems, now I had the feeling that things will work out , and it did so. Everything was up and running then had a cup of tea it was past 2, came home and slept dead.

Finally got the yahoo pc to pc call working as well, had a chat with my friend, after a long time.. gave him so many bad words, felt so good :) And to my surprise morning got a sms from a relative of mine. Never expected it but felt good about it that these people remember me and contact me. It’s like a will to communicate to what ever means possible. Any way now there are plans for some more upgrades today as well, hope things go fine.

Today

It's Wednesday today, as usual, work again.. I had the most tiring night of the week last night. Its been a tough week but this special day I reconfirmed my leave. And to my surprise, this morning I got all my friends online at the same time on msn and yahoo, One of them wanted to chat using the new yahoo pc to pc call, but I could not get hold of it, after trying out few times to get in workin, guess I have to update the new version I suppose, will do it today and try out. Just had some samosas rather say very oily samosas, I am havin a guilt feeling now, why did I eat those.. next time may be I will control my self. I think a black bitter coffee will be good now. Lately have started the hand over process , lods left… hhmm had to complete on time

Some good news

Some good news after long time, yes me going on vacation, a well deserved one ooooffff .. after a year, next month will be at home , hope so !!! Plans don’t change as they always do in most of the cases. I passed this news to my friends, all were happy to hear that as few of them had regularly always asked me about it. Just bought a new bag to carry along now have a tds task to fill in everything in 2 bags, I hate this…… Lots of work pending still. Home sweet Home here I come…

Yaa the meter is wrong

Math’s, No probs for that I know all the tables and more often I use a Claci, ..lol….but I am sure that Weirdness meter is still way wrong, , I think the idea about the meter is to make a person feel good about himself.
Last night I was at the coffee shop ordered a lemon tea but some how dint liked the taste, so told the bar man to added some milk to it and surprisingly he did. Now the taste was worst.... yyyyuuuukkkk...I had to dump it.
I have been fighting with my self on so many things and issues lately, TO BE or NOT TO BE , TO DO or NOT TO DO, and in some cases TO SAY or NOT TO SAY. Anywas………
There is a full stop here. I’ll be speaking too much if I continue.

My Weirdness Meter - 10 %

You Are 10% Weird

You're totally, completely normal.And that's pretty darn weird!

How Weird Are You?

Thank God that the meter had false readings :)

If Only

Who doesn't like this phrase? I love it. It might sound like I love to dream. But we need dreams, don't we? These few days, I have been thinking. Not about assignments sadly, it is more to my emotional feeling which leads me to be 'lazy' to be busy..and let myself waste the time to think on things that I am not supposed to think or I avoid thinking.

If Only I can be Free from feeling. If only I can please everyone I love. If only I make no mistakes.If only I can foresee my future...If only I could turn back time...If Only.. They are all the 'if Only' questions which are all impossible. Think back, my heart isn't as strong as I think it should be. I hate loneliness, yet can't help not to be. There's always someone who doesn't mind to stand by my side whenever I do need somoeone. But, when I think, I need to be fair too. It has to be vice versa..

I feel that I fail to please the people I love. I don't know exactly what I should be doing. Do I actually hurt them really without any intention? Or am I too stupid to NOT know what I have done? Have I always been aware of the consequences of every step that I make? Seriously, I feel so bad as it happens very ofent. What about my emotion and feelings? I am also normal human being.I tell myself, I need to go on, regardless of anything .

I chatted with one of friend today. Some interesting topics and for a change we touched on Potential Love stories too. People say that "It's better to be loved than to love", OR, "It's better to be with someone who love U rather than someone who U love". Is this true? Which one applies? But then, what's the whole point of relationship if there's this constant set of rules & guidelines to follow ? HHmm.. I guess, to have the mutual love is the best. But it is hard to get.
Well, that's for tonight. Still have a lot in mind about what my current emotions are... but feeling sleepy now, can't write.. no more.

Toaster

This is what... when the morning is bad...

Thought of the month

RINGS

I wish the cell battery never dries, I wish the network never goes down, I wish the credit in sim cards is always full, I wish the talk time never expiries....I wish........